一个人

曾有个人说过 在Group B 里知道什么是朋友,在Group A里才知道什么是真真的朋友!

对我而言, 不管在Group A或 Group B或是小学或是中学就连到现在我都不懂什么是朋友!

我有朋友吗? 小学好朋友因为读不同的中学都变了陌生人。 中学的好朋友因为读不同的大学而变了很少见面的普通朋友 。大学的好朋友原本以为很不错好结果呢?  我得到的是什么? 知已原本有一个 可是现在好像普通朋友而已。 其他的需要你就找你 不需要你 连你的存在都忘了。 感情的事已经让我很烦了 功课的事让我更烦! 而现在我才知道我又需要烦朋友的问题。 我是活在什么样的世界? 难道我烦恼不够多吗?

我都在问我自己 生活是为了什么? 我生活是没有为了什么  所以说我可以去自杀了吗? 都没有为了什么那还活着干嘛? 活着看别人的脸色? 或者被别人当透明的看待? 或者让别人看笑话? 还是活着让一个人把你所有的秘密当笑话说给junior听?  o0o  (你应该很清楚我在说你) 你说了就算了 还告诉我他们自己发现的! 你当我第一天出世啊?

我累了  对不起  再见

Ps: 班上有两位女生知道我的blog。我希望你们看了就算了

无言

很懒惰去吵  你认为你是对的那就去吧
帮了你那么多 就只是因为我熬夜 没睡好脾气不好 就跟我吵 拜托 你有没有想过啊 走过来问我干嘛 我是group leader 吗。明知道我态度一开始就不好了就不想说话了就问kc啦 问我干嘛?! 还要带一大堆人来到我面前跟我说。 帮你做ps我都没怎么样 就却因为一点小事就吵 还说不用想我会帮你 不用我给你脸色看!  对不起 不要帮就不要帮 我不需要你的帮忙 脸色是给我自己看 没人叫你看 看不惯那就不要看   我到底做错什么?! 难道睡不好所以比较容易发脾气 就是我的错?! 我想的吗? 你觉得我很想跟你吵啊  我没那么无聊拜托。 反正我说什么也没用 我选择沉默 才在这里写出来
你看到也罢没看到也罢 无所谓

时间

今天天空也在哭啊 !  不知道多少人也像今天的天空一样伤心一样在哭呢?
呵呵 ! 我想我是那一位在伤心在哭的吧。

就是不知道为什么 , 当你很努力的让时间停留时, 时间就越快过。时间永远都不会停留给那些享受的人的。所以快乐的时光总是那么快过! 以前还小的时候, 都会觉得时间过到好慢好慢! 要他快一点也不行 ! 可是长大了才知道时间多宝贵, 多重要! 

如果我真的有那个能力! 我想死在我和你见面的那天! 那么时间就会永远停留给我们了 ! 可是这一切的一切 都是不可能的!

还有两年的时间 , 可能两年后就可以过我要的生活了! 可能两年后时间不会那么快过了 !  现在我们都在跟时间赛跑 , 谁不想赢时间啊? 只要赢了。时间也就慢了...

时间啊! 我现在只是希望你快点过! 越快越好! 我要你马上过到两年后! 虽然我多么想时间停留在3月15 可是过了就过了! 就让还没过的快点到吧!

等我吧 ! 两年!

地球生病了

现在坐在巴士里面等着回去吉隆坡! 每一次回去时都有点闷闷不乐的!

这次回到家乡时,我感觉世界变了。地球生病了! 我发现到我的家乡好像变旧了,老了,肮脏了! 到处都是垃圾! 以前有个在我家附近的湖蛮美的, 可是现在的湖水都少了一半! 空气呢, 就比吉隆坡的空气还要肮脏, 还要热! 

家附近的树都被砍了, 以前母校的草原的草都枯黄了, 有些植物都枯死了! 天也不再像以前那么爱哭了 ! 这到底是怎么了? 是地球生病了吗? 还是人类 "生病" 了?!

现在在巴士里面看出窗外时都觉得情况好像更加糟糕! 咳...没眼看了 ! 在过多3个星期就要考试了! 真的很希望我们可以回去那个在也回不去的以前 !

Impromptu speech

This is what I do my speech today.

A very good morning to Mr Hafiz and all my fellow Goup B coursemate. My name is Lenny and today I would like to talk about a topic of "which is more importont? Money or love? "

I personlly think that money is more important than love and I will tell you why I think so later on. However, everyone is different and therefore have different beliefs on this topic.

Love is said to be the most beautiful feeling on earth. The people who experience this feeling are said to be the happiest and luckiest people on earth

Some people who are in love said that they can live their life happily if it is filled with love and they can live without money. But when we go deeper into this statement it proves to be false.

It is true that money cannot buy you love and happiness but money certainly can buy things through which an individual can express his or her love and also buy essential stuff which woukd make them happy.

There is a famous saying "it is better to cry in a bmw rather than a bicycle. " it is indeed true. It is better to be comfortably unhappy than being uncomfortably unhappy .

Money is extremely essential to live a luxurious life because we are human beings not animals. It is money which improves our condition or else wat is the difference between human being and an animal.

Money is so important in this 21st century world. Without money you are nothing in this world. You will not be happy with the person that you really love without money.  Love is a temporary emotion and love is just a feeling. Love cant built ur future.

Everything depent on money today. As I said earlier , everyone is different and therfore everyone has different beliefs on this topic. 

THANK YOU

搬家 期待

已经有好一段时间没有更新部落格了。本来还想说农历新年要更新一次可是忘了。现在要写关于新年的可是都没有mood了,那个feel没有了! 呵呵

想着想着又不知道要写什么。现在就坐在巴士里面-一个人-回着家!其实是很不想回到吉隆坡家的。每次回去就是一个人了。好孤单哦。真想快点搬出来和朋友们一起住。大家一起住一定有很多好处的。

好处呢就是不用一个人啦。回到家就有朋友可以聊天,伤心时也可以找他们诉苦。说真的我是一个很容易情绪化的人,很容易就会乱乱想 !以前比较糟糕, 现在就比较好了。所以我真的需要朋友的陪伴要不然我想哪天我会自杀。 加上一起住可以有更大的房间,虽然价钱就贵了一点点但是就比较大咯。现在住的真是他妈的小到不行! 那个屋主也是的。给我那么小的房而且是周围是partition。隔壁房做爱都听到啦 ==。 如果搬出去我还可以布置自己的房! 最近都在找一些质料关于DIY的。看了都好想要布置了!

有好处一定会有坏处的。就那天我们几位朋友讨论关于搬家的事时,各自都给了很多自己的看法和意见。虽然这没什么但是很害怕以候一起住就有很多看不惯的事。因为不是每个人给的意见其他人也会听的。不过希望没怎么样就好。

要等到搬家还要等一段时间。大约4月尾才能搬。我已经等不到那么久了啦 == 时间快点过咯! 3月31又要考试了 还有大概一个月的时间来准备 。考试完后也就是说我在拉曼大学学院一年了! 好快啊! 过候就year2了! 到时候更加的忙! 不过考完我就可以去新加坡啦! Yes! 好久没去玩了! 

就让我慢慢的等到搬家的时候,等到考试完那个时候,等到去新加坡找你那个时候......

The Sun

刚刚找到我几年前写的作文！就分享出来吧！:)

Last Monday was a hot and sunny day. The sun in the heaven was blasting like a fire ball. I was dying to get back home and I could felt that my buttock was burning in pain. It was too hot that made the temperature in my classroom kept increasing and increasing . It also made me felt sleepy at the subject of English in the classroom even though it was my favorite subject among the others . Some of my friends were sleeping in the classroom too with their saliva half dripping from their mouth.

All of a quick sudden, i was awaken by an ominous boom . I noticed that it was the sound of thunder through hearing. Black clouds rolled into my views when i opened my eyes .It was so strange that the weather could change in just a second. But then i realized that all my friends were gone. They vanished in the thin air when the clouds turn completely black just like in the night times.

The surrounding was pitch-black and i could not see anything even my fingers. I tried to find my way out but i could not because it was too dark , so i tried to find some place to sit down. I was scared and i just could see the corridor when the first lightning flashed into the classroom through the windows. Suddenly, I saw a ghostly figure standing along the corridor when the second lightning flashed in. It was gone when the third lightning flashed into the classroom. I thought that it was just my silly imagination, so i did not care so much about it .

After some time, my eyes had set to the darkness , so i tried to find my way out. I could heard soft whisper of my name and I realized that someone is pulling my hand when i get up. When i looked beside, a chill ran down my spine because the ghost that i saw earlier at the corridor was sitting beside me all the time.

The first thought that came straight right into my mind was to ran as fast as lightning and to scream as loud as possible. I ran out of the classroom and ran along the corridor and then i reached the stairs . When i came down the stairs , even more strange things happened on me. I realized that i was still at the same corridor and i am standing in front of my classroom. I still could heard soft whisper of my name. I continued to run down the stairs again and again but each time i ran down , i will reached back to my classroom.

I had used up half of my energy and i could not run any more but to scream. Then the ghost walked towards me and I had no choice but to run again although i was tired , but a hand on my shoulder stopped me. I glanced back but there was nothing but a hand on my shoulder. I did whatever I could to get rid of the hand but I could not. The fingers slowly pressed into my tender flash. I knew that i was hurt because there was blood dripping down my school uniform.

My school uniform was torn and i noticed that there was a huge hole at my back where the hand had been pressing in. It was so painful. The hand was digging into the wound and i felt it travelling down my chest. I screamed louder and louder and collapsed onto the ground. The hand was now at my chest cavity and i went into spasms. I could not open my eyes and I could not say a single word too because it was too painful.

Some how, the hand was gone but the pain was not. I could hear someone calling my name loudly . I thought that i was already in heaven but i was not. I slowly opened my eyes , the sunlight shone into my eyes and i was shocked because my English language teacher was standing beside me ordering me to get up. I stood up and saw all my friends were still in their places.

Everyone of my classmate laugh at me but i was glad that i was still alive and it was just a bad dream but i still received a ' reward ' from my teacher. Despite this , it was really a beautiful sunny day.

我真的很傻

对不起! 我真的不是故意要那样对你! 真的对不起 。我真的很不好受,我相信你也不好受! 给我一点时间好吗?

当我看到你跟我说对不起时,我突然觉得我好犯贱哦 ! 为什么这世界上有这么不公平的事发生在我身上?为什么 ? 我不想要这种情况发生在我身上啊! 我也想要当个普通人当个正常人来过着正常的生活。这样也有错吗?!

为什么? 为什么! 为什么?!

怎么办？

说真的，放假真的好闷 ！ 当读书时就想快快放假，可是现在放假了，又不想回去读书  哈哈
我也不想做工，不过为了打发时间我还是有去问工，可是都没人要 ！那就算了咯！在家做大少爷  :3

那天我告诉妈妈我读这科读到好累，我说我想读空少。然后妈妈就说当初叫我要选好好来不要半途而废！ 后来我就静静听她说完后，妈妈就笑着跟我说去问你爸爸可不可以让我不读了，让我去读空少 ！ 听了之后我真的好开心 :) 开心到不知道要怎么去回答了！

后来我都不敢问爸爸，因为我知道爸爸一定会让我不读的，虽然我还是会被他骂！可是如果爸爸真的让我转科，我觉得我真的会转科！我真的好想去读空少啊！真的好想好想！ 可是我有点不想放弃现在读的科，还有我的朋友  TT

告诉我该怎么办好？ 还是我要等成绩出了再决定？  救救我  TT

终于放假咯！

halo大家好  :))

终于考完试了！又可以有更多的时间继续写部落格啦！
可是回到家乡就要帮妈妈做事因为`新年要到了！   好兴奋加开心在加期待   哈哈！可是我的新年衣服还没买完啦！

说到放假！我竟然有接近1个月的假期！之后就进入sem 3 了！是个short sem 来的！ 到了那个时候我就要好好努力了！ 虽然每次都那么说结果都没做到！可是因为没做到而现在觉得很遗憾加上觉得自己很没用 ！

今天起床后就接到爸爸的电话，他说他现在从家乡去着吉隆坡要接我回家 ！就突然觉得我好幸福哦  ! 就马上起身赶快收拾好东西准备回家！ 哈哈 ！ 后来爸爸也来了就回家了！
回去的路途中，就跟爸爸聊了好多! 想想我也有很久没有和爸爸聊到那么开心了 ！

写到了这里不懂要写什么了，感觉好像小孩写的作文  哈哈 ！ 看得明白就好啦不要嫌弃嘛  :3

是我太天真吗?

人们常说只要随着心去做一件事就能快乐的完成想做的事情。但是这是真的吗? 天长地久或是转眼成空都是一段感情可能拥有的时间。从滚烫的肌肤到滚烫的热泪都能感受到爱情的温度, 爱情的滋味。不知是现实太真, 还是我太天真, 千言万语, 化作成空!!

死期

倒数6天考试啦! 我什么都还没准备 ,哈哈
现在还在巴士上回着吉隆坡!回到一个以前好想去的地方!可是现在长大了,吉隆坡对我来说是我现在有机会去都不要去的地方!

对你们来说去吉隆坡可能可以认识很多朋友啊,可以看帅哥美女,shopping,可以找另一半之类的!以前我也是这个想法所以一直都很想来吉隆坡读书! 可是我觉得我好像错了!

来到一个完全不熟悉的地方,交朋友是不错啦可是一到考试的时候,我就很想家了! 根本不要去温书! 根本没有那个心情 !

我只是希望可以过关就好,所以我觉得这几天又是不用睡觉了,熬夜读书  TT

2013 作品

怎么办？！1月9号就要考试了！ 可是我回来家乡根本没有心情去读书！就算书在我前面我都懒得去碰它！真的没有那个mood啊！谁可以救救我啊！  我觉得如果我在学院说这句话的话，一定会有几位朋友会开始唱起 ： 神啊！救救我吧  ！ 哈哈
不过竟然今天是2014年的第一天,我就把我在2013年的所做的project拿出来讲一讲! 呵呵 :3
就从第一个开始说起吧！

1. Pattern and Texture

                                

这就是我第一个作品啦 ！ 刚开始老师就要我们做一个有pattern又要有texture的东西！而且要联系到architecture的！ 哇靠，我哪里懂哦 （那时的想法）！ 结果真的不会 TT 想了好久啊！结果就想到把那个框框的木条给锯成小小的三角形！ 哈哈！就慢慢拼起来结果不懂拼到什么东东出来！

后来越拼越像骆驼  ==  就不理它了拼就是了！ 结果拼出一整只骆驼出来啦！ 半只啦  哈哈

后来后面不懂怎样！ 又在烦 TT 还好有KC的帮忙教我怎么做结果就做出来啦!我还花了rm100++来做他！结果真真都不需要这么贵！不过还真是开心因为presentation当天老师赞了我！哈哈

2. Opening and Lighting

这个叻！咳！花了好多时间和感情的啊 ！ 慢慢地割他慢慢粘慢慢地用线来绑着它！结果老师说我是唯一一个没开灯也美开了灯也美的哈哈！就是太注重影子了！  TT  也是花了rm100++

3. Gazebo

这个比较容易做！可是也要用了好几天的时间慢慢做 ！老师说safe design! 哈哈！开心还好没被骂！ 不过也要用上50多 == 买了好多没用的  哈哈

4. Viewing Tower Design

Haha ! 这是最后一个！也是我觉得最好的一个 :)  （好不要脸) 哈哈  ！那个spiral stairs 啊！ TMD ! 用了3天3夜的时间来完成！ 妈的！说到就气 == 真的很累啊！没有睡觉没有冲凉的一直做！还好没有出错 要不然就完蛋了！哈哈不过也是值得！老师觉得还好啦 ！不过这个好贵！用了接近RM200 TT 破产了 
哪里知道presentation过后几天我把她弄跌了 ! 后面裂掉了 ！妈的 ==

好啦！说完了我的作品！ 希望明年可以做到更好的！  哈哈 晚安啦各位！ Tata ^^